"I don't wanna be you, I won't be you"
Cause I have every reasons to hate growing up with you in it.
Not that I am being a bitch and become ungrateful.
People just won't like the idea of disastrous relationship
Society won't accept that because that's not ideal.
I feel thankful towards life, I prayed to God almost every morning for this breathe.
Hence, I appreciate every aspect that happened in my life.
My family, my food, my surrounding, my boring existence, my friends, my job.
Tried to live my life to the fullest.
I suppressed my emotions in order not to make them hurt.
On the other hand, you didn't value this as much as I am
You broke people.
You grumbled, you whined. A lot.
You didn't think when you speak.
You understated people, chose them as if you're THE very great
You made people need you with your mind game.
You hurt them.
So, I won't, I refuse, growing up like you are.
But, there's this fear, that I might growing up just like you
Only cause I've been avoiding this situation so bad.
