Monday, July 23, 2018

Unstoppable longing

I still remember the breeze, the winter that wind blows in my face
Forcing my hands to squeezed my body even tighter
We just walked outside the subway exit, and the weather always being unfriendly
Well what to expect, it’s the cold season,
But for some odd reason I love to be in this situation
I would play it over and over.
It’s almost dawn, The night will mostly kill me
I look at the sky, the darkness will soon come and greet
And after, I see the sun just hide behind the skyscrapers
The gradient was exceptionally beautiful
Orange, with a little bit of yellow, red and purple, touch of brown as well
The purple making it more beautiful.
We then arrived at our destination, a music store.
I remember I let you inside, while I demanded to wait outside,
Feel like suicidal in this climate.
But there you were, I could see the perfect sun was about to set.
I toom so many deep breathe and smiled to the view
It was rare for me to enjoy the perfect images at this hour with my crazy life back home.
I could only stare at the light, so beautiful to the point I didn’t even realize that I shed some tears. So many tears.
I didn’t even know why.

I still remember that time vividly and every time I get to reminisce this, I would end up crying like a baby. I am longing to enjoy that perfect time again, if only this life was different.
This is so hard, to ever feel like this that now everything’s gone.